East River Walk

 

It's a little cold outside for a walk

she said to me

but I wasn't about to take no

for an answer

the East River was just out the door

and I needed to walk it slowly

holding her or not;

I needed the release

 

she finally didn't come

and I went out alone and walked

for the longest time and watched

this couple sitting on a pier

a blanket around them

kissing

and I sat down on a piling and

I stared at them

and the wind hit me hard

blowing the tears from my face

 

I wasn't sure if I was wrong

or maybe if she just wasn't right

but I knew that somewhere

inside of me

I was scared to death of what might be

going on

and I was wondering if things

weren't slipping away from me